Ordinary is good. Wait, ordinary is great! I keep thinking back about all that time I sat here doing nothing and had no energy to do anything. Boy was that a long winter and spring. Well I have finally reached my one year survivor anniversary. It was just the other day on my mom's birthday. I still feel terrible that I got my diagnosis on her birthday. I am just glad that we were both here to celebrate her 77th birthday yesterday. We all went to dinner then back to mom and dads house for cake. I thank God for every day I have with them. I think I have needed them more the last few years than I ever have!
Life is really good! In a few weeks, Joe will be sixteen, I am happy but sad cause I don't want him to be all grown up! I am afraid he won't want to hang out with me anymore. I am also nervous about him driving. On Friday we went to Rye Playland and we all had a great time. I kicked butt on the go carts, but they got even on the bumper cars. Daniel kept hitting me just right so I would wind up backwards on the track. Joe kept trying to give me whiplash! Today we went to the movies. Tomorrow I must work, because they make me spend way too much money.
I can't write any more it is way too emotional for me. It is like I open up my brain and all my bottled up feelings pour out. I think that is one reason I am still writing, it's like a journey to my mind.
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